I love you soo much and you seriously are the best father in the world and I’m not even exaggerating.
I feel so bad enjoying this day without you but I know you would hate it if I was miserable.
I’m sorry I haven’t thought about you or mom in a long time, its just hard to think about you guys and not become increasingly depressed and my life isn’t stable enough to have those kinds of thoughts without them becoming extreme and I won’t do that to myself. I’m sick of being sad.
Thank you so much for the amazing memories and the love you have shown me as long as you could. You made me who I am today. I love you and I hope you are watching down from wherever you are and you are smiling. I’ll always look up and do the same.
